Tue 2 Mar 2004
“Act as if the maxim of your action were to become through your will a universal law of nature” -Immanuel Kant
Last year it seemed that all the major events that affected my life were ultimately results of other people’s choices. Throughout that time it seemed that what my life most lacked was options. I spent many hours in meditation working to manifest choice. Well, now it seems that this mental crop has come to harvest. I am grateful for this transition, but now I find myself meditating on clarity. I have several rather large decisions to make in the coming days and I can only relax in the faith that this new mental crop will come to fruit quickly and that I will be able to recognize and select from the ripest vines.
“The only choice worth choosing is the one that will allow you to choose again endlessly” - a blend of other’s thoughts and my own
March 3rd, 2004 at 9:24 am
Whatever the choice, whatever the result, whatever the why, whatever the cause, whatever the reason, whatever the hope, my wishes go with you.
March 3rd, 2004 at 9:37 am
"whenever you ask for guidance you receive it…"
March 5th, 2004 at 4:53 pm
At the moment it seemed like a great trade, but having lost their true
sight they would lose much more in generations to come, one day they forgot who they were
and they drowned, but nobody realized it. The giant octopus blew a wind of sunshine
towards them and they came back to life. Their children now grew up in slavery
and they called this freedom, they imprisoned themselves and called it free thought.
The God didn’t care because he expected this sort of thing. He was pained by it and his side
bleed. The blood was holy and came to be a river, which brought fish into the world of slower than
light particles. The fish became a symbol of man and evolved into other symbols of man, the symbols
of man himself were likeness of those past things, but now betrayed the man. I think snakes were involved somehow. Other people didn’t care and that was OK.